Happy Pride Weekend! In a time when so many seem so proud of power, I
say more power to pride! Speaking of pride, there is plenty to go
around. We are so proud of our young people sent off today for a week of
work to end hunger. Assemblywoman Sheila Leslie speaks here next week,
the Sunday nearest the anniversary of Women’s Suffrage, the right to
vote! You go, girl! I have learned so much from movements of pride and
liberation. I have learned of my own pride and liberation. I
Now when it comes to "Caller IDs" and the wisdom to trust
who and whose we are, I am not much of a technical genius, or any other
kind for that matter. I don’t fully understand "Caller ID"
nor many other options phones offer these days. Phones seem to have such
lives of their own any more! Is "Caller ID" something about
reducing the risk, or at least softening the surprise of whom we find on
the other end if and when we pick up the phone? We seem to want
verification of precisely who is calling us, especially at dinnertime!
Is that right? It’s very biblical. Those who even suspect it might be
God calling them often panic: Who is this? What do you want with me? How
did you get my name? You sure you don’t have the wrong number? Is
there any way I can get out of this?!
And we can see why. God makes some pretty strange calls. Even to be
as king to God’s people. Thanks to Ruth for taking us through so much
of David’s vastly-disastrous story last week. Even his dying advice to
Solomon, himself an unlikely "call," directs his own son to
commit several more political murders! It is little wonder so many
question God’s call. It’s not necessarily fine company to be found
in. I mean, look around! How impressive are we? Just kidding!
For some good and some not-so-good reasons, we live in a time
obsessed with "identity.!" Never have there been, outside of
dictatorships and a few total "security states," so many ways
of "Identity Check!" So much fear of "Identity
Theft!" "Identity" is big business! Almost as big as
"Reality?" Are we really who, and whose, we say we are? Or are
we just "making believe?" Such a dilemma for a people of
faith! Do we even know ourselves who/whose we are? Have human beings
ever been such mysteries as we are to ourselves today? So aware of all
our diversities, all our complexities? Is God such a real great Creator,
or what? With a great sense of humor as well! Talk about
"pride."
How do we know when we really belong to our faith? To our church?
When we really serve God? Follow Jesus? Let the Spirit lead us? And who’s
to say? To be the judge? In the old proverbial question, if we were to
be arrested and charged with being Christian, would there be enough
evidence to convict us? I am glad to say, on the basis of our texts for
this morning, on the wisdom to trust who/whose we are, God (You go,
God!) so believes in us, whether we so believe in God or not, as to give
each of us responsibility, literally, the ability to respond, to answer
for, the question of our own identity!
Who we are, whose we are, is up to us! What we do with who/whose we
are is up to us. Nobody else can do it for us! It is part of the promise
of the new thing God is doing for persons and peoples of God. The
"old thing" just is not working! We hear of it in Jeremiah 31:
God no longer writes the letter of law outside of us somewhere, on
stone, making us so acutely attuned and accountable to "outside
sources," "external authorities," even "peer
pressures," if we will. Rather, God promises now to write the
spirit of law directly upon each one of our hearts! Each one of us can,
and will, come to know God for ourselves!
Of course, we will need all the help we can get. We will need the
help of the church with discernment, with sorting out all the issues and
questions, the challenges and possibilities, of our identities and our
vocations, our gifts and our callings, who we are and what we are to do
with who we are. Discernment of gifts and graces in us is perhaps the
most basic, most crucial of all works of the church. It is the work of
baptism: Nobody can be us but us! Scary as that can be for our parents,
from the moment of birth, at least, baptism says, we already
"belong" to someone/something else as well, whatever we call
it, from "personal savior" to "blind fate." We alone
can make answer for our lives. So Solomon, son of David, born out of,
and into, blood-letting, hears, with relief, in this dream.
Scandalous as it sounds, we are the experts on who we are! The
authorities on our experiences, what happens to us, and what it all
means. The answers lie in us. They lie in our minds and our hearts, in
our bodies and in our souls. A woman is checking out at the register in
a department store one day. She wants to write a check for her
purchases. The clerk asks her to prove who she is. The woman thinks for
a moment, then reaches into her purse, pulls out a mirror, looks into
it, and proclaims proudly: Yep! It’s me, all right!!
Of course, we can help serve as mirrors to one another. We can help
reflect, and reflect upon, the image of God in each one of us. That is
what we hope to do with the month of September, which follows from Labor
Sunday, celebration of the "work" we are all called to do.
Please feel free to bring a sign of your work, which may or may not be
your job, to share on Labor Sunday. We see September as "Homecoming
Month," as per the note in our bulletin. A time for going back to
our roots of belonging, of naming who, and whose, we are! Identities and
vocations! Baptisms and communions! Discernment and distribution of all
of God’s gifts and resources! It takes all of us to be the church! All
of our members, all of our friends! Come, hear more about it, help us
plan it, at Church Council this Wednesday! Everyone’s welcome. Right,
Kay Greene?
Here we see the beginnings of "wisdom" in Solomon. He finds
himself before God, with the chance to ask for anything God might give
him! Just as Jesus often invites those who come in need to him to say
what we want from him, to do our own naming and to take part in our own
healing. In our reading of today’s text, we give God’s lines to
"the people" and hear God speak in the plural. Why? Because
God is always of "the people." It’s how we come to know God
in the first place. God breaks into our history when we the people are
slaves in Egypt! God hears our cries, God sees our suffering, God gets
involved! God does not have to do it. But God is moved by compassion and
by solidarity. God promises God will save us and set us free, God will
heal us and make us whole. More and more leaders need God’s commitment
to love and to serve the people. More and more leaders are going to lose
power because they take the people too lightly!
Moreover, the "wisdom" tradition in the Bible comes of
discerning there always has been another more feminine face and person
of God, namely "Woman Wisdom" or "Sophia." She has
been so conveniently left out and neglected. In Genesis 1:26-27, God
speaks in the plural, "Let us make humankind in our image,
according to our likeness!" So God creates us male and female, to
be in the image of God. In our "Words for Meditation" we read
of wisdom "playing" with God, this "Yahweh" we meet
in history, from the very beginning! Let us remember, please, not only
to pray with God but to play with God. We are to be delightful to God.
Unlike our "Caller ID," God is ready for risk and surprise.
God has no fear who is calling, any time, any place, any circumstance or
condition.
Solomon could have asked first for "long life and riches,"
health and happiness, peace and prosperity. God even promises those
things as well, as Jesus urges us to begin with discerning God’s will
and God’s work for our lives, and all "other things" will be
given to us as well. Unlike so many leaders, Solomon knows he needs all
the help he can get! "I am only a little child!" Can we
identify with that before God? "I do not know how to go out or come
in!" Yet I am surrounded by so great a people. I ask us to think of
our children and youth, of those newly come to faith, and of those who,
with good reason, come to some loss of faith. It can overwhelm us to
feel so out of step, or under step, with the "normal"
majority.
I spoke with a very wise mother this week. One of her children
announced they were going to seek answers to faith’s questions in
various places. The mother’s only advice was, please do not lose your
sense of the mystery! So often God cannot be known, much less explained,
but only addressed, as Buber says, or, at best, trusted without knowing.
Remember when we would go on youth retreats, and blindfold ourselves,
and do guided "trust walks?" And "trust falls" into
the arms of a neighbor? Life is like that, so filled with risks and
surprises. Surely the Spirit leads us where we do not plan to go. The
church is called to be a community of "open questions." As
soon as we think we know the right answers, we begin to cut ourselves
off from others, to divide and to conquer ourselves.
The "holy trinity" says it takes at least three persons to
make up "God," maybe more! Maybe each one of us is to be
making up "God" as we go along? Naming our own gifts of
scripture, tradition, reason, and experience, as the Methodist
"quadrilateral" puts it. Maybe each one of us is to be doing
our own theology? Putting our own faith in action? According to our
gifts and callings, our identities and vocations. Maybe "Homecoming
Month" will help us create a safe space for beginning that, all
together. We are all in this together, with one another, with all of the
world and all of the earth. Or we are not really "in this"
with God at all.
For now I ask us to enjoy this response God makes to Solomon, and to
hear as God’s response to each one of us as well. "No one like
you has been before you!" shouts God. "No one like you shall
arise after you!" Do we hear that? Accept that? As
"wisdom" if not certain knowledge? Each one of us is unique
before God. Each one of us in unrepeatable! Each one of us one of a
kind! God throws away each of our molds. What does this mean for each
one of our lives? What adventure! What journey! What exploration! What
discovery!
We are even so gifted and so called, says Paul to the Ephesians, as
to be "imitators of God!" Imitators of God. Is that not who
Jesus is for us? The one who brings "God" to earth? Into our
lives? Into our hearts? Into our words and actions? What an identity!
What a vocation! I can see God in you. You can see God in me. We can see
God in each other. We can see God in "them" – even in the
"enemy" them. To imitate God is to love as God loves, to love
everyone, everything, as God loves, -- to love life, to love living, to
love love itself. Let us go forth in love to love as we have been loved.
What a friend we have in Jesus! Amen.