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Words for Meditation
October 19, 2003
John Auer, Pastor
Scripture: 
       Job 38:1-7, Psalm 104:1-13, Mark 10:32a, 35-38, 41-45

"God: Answer? Question? Neither? Both?"

We fast approach the end of the church’s liturgical year, what I like to call the "Earth Church Year." The end fast approaches us! Today we may see as Sunday of the United Nations, born October 24, 1945, San Francisco. The United Nations, wracked with conflict, riddled with contentiousness, remains our best hope, so far as I know, of a vision for the healing of the nations. God knows we need the healing of the nations, 192 of them, and counting! Do we remember the 192nd nation? East Timor, abetted by the singular efforts of St. John’s United Methodist Church, San Francisco, while John Chamberlin was its pastor.

I wrote John to check my memory that Sergio de Mello, who died among peace workers of the United Nations blown up in Baghdad last August 19, also had helped bring peace and liberation to East Timor. John wrote back, "Yes, Sergio de Mello was head of the United Nations Transitional Administration in East Timor (UNTAET). I met him briefly. Indeed, I have a photo of him with President Xanana Gusmao at the swearing in of East Timor’s Truth and Reconciliation Commission in Dili. His dedication, hard work, and respect for East Timor opinion and experience earned him a place in the hearts of the people. His death is a great, tragic loss."

Memorializing all the victims of that bombing attack, Norwegian Bishop Gunnar Stalsett urges us, "The principles of universality, inclusiveness and multilateralism must prevail, not the dictates of the strong. We the people must insist on wise policies based on truth. We must insist that in a world built on the moral standards of the United Nations, military force should only be a last resort. Force must never be a by-product of impatience or a substitute for the kind of dialogue and justice that is the underpinning of lasting peace." We will come back to our friend Job’s "kind of dialogue and justice" with God in just a moment!

Next Sunday we celebrate Children’s Sabbath, prepared and led by the children and youth, with offering for UNICEF and with communion! The time is fast coming and now is when every issue, every decision is put to the test: What does this do for the children? Whatever we dare not say, theologically, ethically, to our children, our grandchildren, being born, growing up in this womb-wounded world, we dare not say at all. Whatever we offer our children, no quick fixes, no easy answers, no cheap grace. In fact, let us not bring any more children or grandchildren into this world, into this church, unless and until we are doing all we possibly can to make both church and world just and livable, sustainable.

Then comes All Saints Sunday! All Elders and All Veterans of War and Peace! Thanksgiving Sunday, the Sunday of the Coming of the Cosmic Christ! Matthew Fox begins his book of that name with a Job-like question. "Albert Einstein once asked," Fox writes, "’What is the most important question you can ask in life?’ He answered, ‘Is the universe a friendly place or not?’" Is the universe a friendly place or not! Can the God who speaks in the name of the universe be trusted?

Mexican biblical scholar Jose Miranda asks, Is any existential element more fascinating, yet more frustrating, to Hebrew-Christian faith than belief that our world is not past recovery? That God is not done with us yet? That God is still making things new? If not still making new things? Would not a god who is reconciled or merely indifferent to the pain of human beings become an immoral and merciless god, a monster? Not the ethical God whom the Bible knows? Would we not be morally obliged to rebel against such a god, even if our defeat were inevitable? (Jose Miranda, Marx and the Bible, Being and the Messiah.)

Sheila Linn is a longtime friend of the first Latina woman to become a District Court justice in Colorado. The horror of some of the cases she hears, -- and we read about them all the time, they are just not in our courtrooms, our livelihoods – causes the judge to question how God can exist in the midst of our lives and our life together. There is something to be said for the faithful witness of living with such questions! Of living with such terrible, heart-rending questions! Questions that lead us beyond understanding, even beyond comprehension. We remember George Bernard Shaw: Some see things as they are and ask, why? I dream things that never were and ask, why not?

Jurgen Moltmann calls the church a community of open questions! As soon as we think we have found all the answers, we begin to cut ourselves off, from one another, from the living God, from the world who so needs our questions! Questioning is very Methodist, too! We are to meet frequently in small groups, in classes, to ask one another, How does it go with our souls? Do we stand in need of advice, reproof, comfort, exhortation? And what are we giving toward the relief of the preachers, the church, and the poor? Good questions to this very day! Have we ever sat through Wesley’s "Historic Examination for Admission into Full Connection and Ordination" at Annual Conference, consisting of 19 original questions, and "any others which may be thought necessary"? Our very "quadrilateral" of experience, reason, tradition, and scripture is standing invitation to interrogation! So please, do not trust uncritically, unquestioningly, those who have found all the answers, for our church, or for any other.

Job here is engaged in a virtual shouting match with God! It goes on for chapters, long after his family and friends have dropped out of sight in embarrassment for him. That’s all right! Job stands in defiant tradition with, Abraham bargaining with God over Sodom! Jacob wrestling God all night for a blessing! Moses confronting God on the mountain! Come, let us break hearts with Lear next Sunday, raging against tragic destiny, cosmic fate. Or is that "comic" fate? Sometimes we laugh just to keep on hoping, to keep on trying.

Bible translator J. B. Phillips is fond of asking us, How big is our God? Is our God way too small? Our vision too short-sighted? Our horizon too narrow-minded? How willing are we to engage and endure God, like Job? Even to refuse and resist God when we are tempted to settle for anything less than God’s promise for us all, to be fully human, freely alive? How willing are we to hear, to respond, to change, and to grow? Columbus gets all the credit, but I say St. Francis is the true Italian discoverer of the New World! Not only the world as his parish, John Wesley would say, but the whole universe as his friends! Brother sun, sister moon! Brother wind, air, clouds, and rain! Sister water, brother fire! Mother earth and sister death. Imagine how Francis would regard Iraqis, Palestinians, Liberians, Haitians, Bolivians, Timorese, the peoples of our own prisons and streets. How big is our God? Is our God way too small?

Everything comes from God, waxes the psalmist, and everything comes to us! What is the old question? If a tree falls and no one hears it, does it really fall at all? Is there a world around us without all our senses to absorb it? Bill Brown says of his mother something still shaping him daily as a journalist: She could not stand for a day, or a person, to go by without learning something! Is that right? She was not alive unless she was soaking up wisdom, soaking up life! She would absorb, absorb, absorb, marvels Bill, like a sapient sponge! Is our species, screwed up as we are, not still gifted and called to be the articulate and artistic, even activist consciousness of the whole universe? Is not creation still being completed with and through us? Our awareness? Our receptiveness? Our responsiveness? Our gratefulness? Everything, everyone belongs to God.

Imagine if, for a moment, the sun stopped shining? The rains stopped falling? The earth stopped revolving? If, for an instant, God stopped breathing? Can we say, "cosmic power failure?" Can we? Are we awake? "Cosmic power failure!" No light! No heat! No energy! No connection! No life! Can we even begin to grasp how dependent we are? How interdependent we are? How pretentious it is of us, person, family, church, community, nation, world, or species to think we can go it alone? We do not need one another? Every moment? Every day? Just asking! I am, God is, we are, just asking. Just being asked. What right have we ever to find ourselves bored with such a creation? Ever to make boring the worship of such a Creator? Redeemer? Sanctifier and Sustainer?

With these dread-full and desperate disciples -- of whom Jesus keeps asking, in effect, will they ever "get" a word I say? A deed I do? – we, too, so often center ourselves on our own protection, our own reputation, our circumstance and our clout. We can be so self-conscious, so self-centered, so afflicted with anthropocentricity! That’s, Anthro! Po! Centricity! The sin of thinking it’s all about us! As a people, a nation, a faith, a culture, a color, a tongue, a species! Whereas Jesus is all about, Risk! Defiance! Openness! Vulnerability! Even sacrifice! Can we drink the cup of his baptism? His death and his resurrection? The greatness of his leastness? The servanthood of his suffering? Who really ends up on Jesus’ right and left hands? Where James and John want so to be? The two rebels nailed to crosses with him. They are the very first church!

Bishop Stalsett concludes his witness to the ongoing lives of those United Nations workers blown up in Baghdad: "On those who live in the dark land of death, the light will shine. Their death shall not have been in vain. The great cause of their mission shall not fail. We make this our sacred covenant: The light of peace and justice shall shine. "Therefore: It is now for us, the living, the peacemakers one and all, both to rally the forlorn while we endeavor to comfort the wounded. "It is now for us, the living, peacemakers one and all, to resolve again to announce that the hope of peace is more durable than the promise of violence.

"It is now for us, the living, peacemakers one and all, to replace the diabolical rhythm of hatred and murder, with the God-given rhythm of love and justice that provides villagers respite and security. "It is now for us, the living, peacemakers one and all, out of our various faith communities, to resolve again to proclaim that there is no God who desires death and there is no God who blesses destruction. There is only a God who desires for us ‘to do justice, seek mercy, and walk humbly’ with our God." Let us thank God!

Amen.

 

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