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March 28, 2004
John Auer, Pastor
Scripture
     Scripture text: Isaiah 43:16-21, Philippians 3:7-11, John 12:1-8

 

"Holy Waste: We Are the Poor, the Poor Are Us"

Reflecting further on Karen Dammann and the Wolf Pack last week, I found myself wishing I had thought to say, some "winners" make winners of us all. This week I offer, for the Wolf Pack and with Holy Week fast approaching, even some "losers" make winners of us all. We learned to say as Cubs’ fans, Wait till next year! Amen. Not the real Amen, just amen.

Saints and martyrs, even bishops bring out God’s humor and grace. No way this steady, stolid, cautious, conservative bishop of his home diocese, so respectful of church authority, so unquestioningly obedient to church structure, would, once appointed archbishop of El Salvador, become the "voice for the voiceless!"

-- denounced, as Jesus is, by fellow bishops and religious leaders!

-- hated, as Jesus is, by the rich and powerful few in control of the interests of both church and state!

-- targeted, as Jesus is, for assassination lest too many disenfranchised and disinherited take it to heart they are children beloved of a loving God!

-- on March 24, 1980, the Monday of Holy Week, shot down saying mass in a hospital chapel, first bishop slain at the altar since Thomas Becket in the 12th century!

Archbishop Oscar Arnulfo Romero, martyr of the Americas, converted by the very people, by the very church, he was appointed to lead.

Romero speaks to us in the voice of "liberation theology," (www.landreform.org/boff2.htm) -- grown in the "Basic Christian Community" movement of mostly preliterate poor meeting weekly in homes to hear the Bible in their own vernacular for the first time in their history, engaging by the integrity of their piety in what has been called the "most biblical of revolutions." "You have to be critical and see the world and persons with your own judgment," Romero encourages us, "and Christians must learn to sharpen their distinctive Christian judgment!" He is not giving us the familiar "judge not, lest ye be judged," but calls us to ask what makes our judgment uniquely Christian judgment. Where is Christ? So identified with the poor that even these few nights before his death his disciples, Judas only the most adamant among them, argue over wasting on him precious oil they could sell in behalf of the poor! Even as they are always chastising their master for wasting so much time and attention on "children!" (Wait till next Sunday!)

Romero goes on to say, both as our pastor and as our prophet, in concern as much about our souls as about those of the poor, "The rich must be critical amid their own surroundings of affluence: why are they wealthy and why next door are there so many poor. A wealthy Christian will find there the beginning of conversion, in a personal questioning: Why am I rich and all around me so many that hunger?" Romero’s own conversion to the masses of people who quietly, patiently make up the base of the church begins when devoted priests and good friends of his "disappeared," tortured, executed, -- for organizing Bible-study groups, for training lay pastoral workers, for promoting peasant cooperatives to feed and sustain their own families and villages! Sounds like John Wesley to me! Romero finds himself confessing, "I rejoice, brothers and sisters, that our church is persecuted precisely for its preferential option for the poor. . . . How sad it would be in a country where such horrible murders are being committed if there were no priests among the victims."

Does this not sound vaguely reminiscent of the Palestine Jesus inhabits? Where the disciples of Jesus, too, become so "incarnate in the interests of the poor?" Would it not be sad, in a land where Roman occupiers order the public, political deaths by crucifixion of some 250,000 Jews, if the one we call "Child of God" and "Human One" were not among them? To show them, to show us, that even wholesale death does not own the last word about life? I love how Jim Wallis (www.sojo.net) of Sojourners Community points out, if we were to clip from our Bibles all the references to sexual identity and practice, we would not even notice them gone. But if we were to do the same with all references to the poor and to social/ economic health and well-being for all, our Bibles would begin to fall apart! Yet I acknowledge I get, in this congregation, more challenging responses when I preach about the "poor," for instance, than when I preach about the "gay." I respect this congregation, among many other things, for getting and keeping its biblical priorities "straight!"

What happens, I know, is stuff about "guilt," and guilt is not what I’m after. Conscience, yes, consciousness, yes, compassion and solidarity, yes, -- capacity to absorb as much of the pain and suffering of this world and this earth as we can stand, yes! But not guilt. Not shame. Not hurt or angry pride in who we are, in what we have accomplished, or even in what has been given to us. Not paralysis of analysis. Not petrifaction of response. It does not help me when folks go away mad or unfed. When preaching becomes the issue, not the text preached.

Here is Jesus, six days before Passover, national/ tribal feast of the Jews, -- remembering our oppression and exploitation as slaves in Egypt, the wild intervention of God our Creator for us, our deliverance and our liberation, plus the covenant and the instruction never to forget where we come from. Never forget where we come from, sisters and brothers! For we have been slaves in Egypt! Slaves even to sin and to death! And we have been rescued, saved and set free! And the very same compassion and solidarity God shows for us we are, by faith, to pass on to all others in need. "You will always have the poor with you," Jesus admonishes us, staying undercover in Bethany with trusted friends, his base community, the night before he heads, scandalously, on a donkey of justice and peace, up to Jerusalem, seat of all "powers that be," to confront them!

Why will we always have the poor with us, Jesus? Because, Jesus says in effect, we are the poor, and the poor are us! We have no choice but be with one another. Whether we are addressed as the "poor in spirit" by Matthew or just as the plain "poor" by Luke, Jesus irrevocably and irreversibly identifies his life and work with the poor and with those most in need of connection and of support. The poor are with us because, where else are the poor to go? If not to those who follow this Jesus? Who else, as our bishops put it, will not only offer charity but also will enter "Community with Children and the Poor?" (www.umc.org/initiative/Statement.html) Who else will discover the gifts of the poor for the body of Christ? As we may discover the gifts of so many others so long excluded – people of color, women, GLBTQ people, ex-offenders, people with so many kinds of special needs, mental, physical; spiritual? Who else but Jesus teaches us such indiscriminate "holy waste," as Mary offers him here?

Paul Tillich says such examples as Mary’s call us not only to be "reasonable" in our relation to God, -- we are so, I am so, given to "reason" anyway! -- but also be to "ecstatic" in our relation to God! A little more of a challenge! Tillich says the early church knows "without the abundance of the heart nothing great can happen!" "Calculating love is not love at all!" We are called to waste all we can out of the very fullness of our hearts, to be as champions of the abundance of God’s love, not as protectors of God’s scarcity. For look at how God "wastes" every day of creation on us! Tillich says, "We know that lack of love in our early years is mentally destructive. But do we know that the lack of occasions to waste ourselves is equally dangerous? In many people there has been an abundance of the heart."

"But laws, conventions, and a rigid self-control have repressed our abundance, and it has died! We people are sick not only because we have not received love, but also because we are not allowed to give love, to waste ourselves." And Tillich says Jesus here points to the ultimate paradox of his life for us all: "The Messiah, the Anointed One, must waste Himself in order to become the Christ!" Mary’s wastefulness sends Jesus to his own wastefulness, -- to his own extravagant, outrageous love of life for the world and for all the earth.

This scene exudes love of life, love of the incarnation, the earthenness, the embodiedness, the sensuality and the intimacy of life together with loved ones in faith. Imagine the table of foods prepared, as always, with such art and care by Martha, much as she rails against all Mary’s "wastefulness." Imagine the odors of foods alone, not to mention the fragrance of the perfume as it fills the air. Imagine the gentle caressing of Mary’s hair over Jesus’ bare feet. Imagine that Jesus imagines, in that moment, that he will pass on this loving of feet, -- of all parts of the body to love in that time and place! – to his disciples when he partakes his last supper with them, -- as part of what is commanded by, "Love one another, as I have loved you." What a send-off this is for Jesus! What a moment of absolute calm before the storm, what a last taste of "desert," of what Isaiah calls "river in the desert," before all the chaos of the "city!"

Imagine the company of such friends as Jesus may be fully relaxed and fully himself with, on the very verge of his own betrayal, denial, abandonment, forsakenness, and painful death. These are, literally, moments of Jesus’ plotting the entry into Jerusalem, the attack on the Temple’s own oppression and exploitation of the poor, the preparation for the Passover Meal. Jesus knows already what price is on his head, what orders are out to arrest him, to charge him with treason, with blasphemy, -- to give him a public, political death, a plain and simple, anonymous and ignominious execution, state-and-church-sanctioned murder, -- a death no different in kind from the obscured one in Carson City Friday night, while I, among many others was watching the ball game! Just like Good Friday! -- for his pastoral and his prophetic life and work, -- like Archbishop Romero, like Bonhoeffer, Gandhi, King, and so many we can name, as well as countless of others who may never be named but who die, in faith, loving life!

Imagine, at last, how Jesus so matter of factly sits here at table with this "Lazarus, whom he had raised from the dead!" Speaking of whom had been smelling so badly just a few short days before! And whose resurrection, -- For resurrection is not just something that happens to us after death! Resurrection is something we do in the midst of life! In the midst of all life we raise the dead, -- the lost, the rejected, the poor, the excluded – to life! To hope! To relationship! To restoration of place in community! – Lazarus whose resurrection seals the deal against Jesus, once and for all! Once word of it spreads to the leaders of both church and state, who bewail, John 11, "What are we to do?! This man is performing many signs! If we let him go on like this, everyone will believe in him! And the Romans will come and destroy both our holy place and our nation." "So from that day on," for his bold love of all life, "they planned to put Jesus to death."

Imagine ourselves in the place of this Lazarus now, sitting down here to eat with Jesus. Jesus who stands between him and eternal death. Lazarus who was dead a few days ago. Lazarus, whose loving sisters anguished over him and even railed against Jesus for not coming sooner! Lazarus, for whom the whole village turns out to mourn. Lazarus, for whom Jesus weeps! Even as Jesus weeps for Jerusalem. Lazarus, all wrapped and bound in the shrouds of death! Lazarus, four days and nights in the tomb! Will you be Lazarus with me now?

Can we even begin to imagine what kind of relief, what kind of release, what kind of renewal of life Lazarus is feeling here? What kind of value, what preciousness, he comes to attach to each and every last moment of life? To each and every last person of life? Every relationship? Every event? In this gift of "new life" he receives? Sisters and brothers, our living, and loving, abundantly, wastefully, extravagantly, outrageously, begins with living and loving each moment of life as freely, as fully, as ever we can!

To be willing to die, to waste ourselves, with Lazarus and with Jesus, with Mary and with Paul, with Bonhoeffer, Gandhi, Romero, and King, with martyrs, with children, and with the poor, -- that we might also rise with them! – is not fearing death or denying death. It is accepting, respecting, engaging, embracing death as that radical limitation which makes all our life worth living! All of our life worth living. Welcome to Holy Week, and, for real, Amen!

Rev. John Auer

 

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