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Words for Meditation
January 2, 2005
John Auer, Pastor
Scripture:  Ephesians 3:5-10, Psalm 72:1-17, Matthew 2:1-12

 

“Scared Times, Sacred Tasks: Heiring, Bearing, & Sharing”

I prepared this title mid week in several intensified lights.  One, what the carol calls “the hopes and fears of all the years” that meet in Bethlehem Christmas night.  Two, the hopes and fears of the magi, these so-called “kings,” through whom the more hopeful than fearful parents of Jesus learn of the real kingly threats to him and act accordingly.  Three, the hopes and fears of all who perished, so many different moments, ways and places, in the midst of the earthquake and the tsunami; as well as the hopes and fears of those who survive!  Who remember.  Four, even the hopes and fears surrounding our very own changes of weather of various kinds, -- however pale to our imagination by contrast with great tragedy bestriding so much of the world.

Then I heard Paul in this text addressing the mystery of all the ages!  He calls this mystery simply “Christ,” the fullness of whom always exceeds our grasp.  Christ remains always yet to be explored, experienced again in new ways.  Discerned, discovered each for ourselves.  Remembered, revealed again, in and to and for our own times.  Faith is forever the conviction of what we have not yet seen, the assurance of that for which we can only hope!  So often, it seems, against hope.  And yet the essence of the mystery comes so clear to Paul: we are all one in this Christ!  We, many as we are, broken, fragmented, scattered as we are, -- we are all one . . . .  All the old barriers are passé.  All the old boundaries are now obsolete.  We are all one with each other, -- every place, every time, every one of us, -- in every circumstance, every condition, of life in this world, life on this earth.  That is the mysterious promise, far from us as ever and always it seems.  Together we are heir to, together we bear, together we share, a full promise of the creation, whose Creator remains no less mysterious to every now as then.  Every New Year must arrive in its very own way. . . .

So at last I decided not to preach.  Rather, I choose to stand, in wonder and awe, in the light of these hopes and these fears, and in the words of the poets!  All poets responding to this one story of the mysterious “magi.”  Magi are plural of “magus,” member of the hereditary priestly class among ancients Medes and Persians.  Their doctrine included belief in astrology, mysterious among the stars, and following special stars, and the promise of light that has yet to reveal.  The magi were thought to be adept in arts of the occult.  They could be magicians and sorcerers!  Even as poets may be with their words and their images.   From “magi” my mind leapt to “magic!”  I remembered the “Christmas Magic” show we just took our grandkids to at the Magic Underground.  We were offered pure gifts of illusion!  And we were invited to see the magic not only as a problem for us to figure out and to solve.  We were invited to see it as well as yet another mystery of life, to be embraced as it was and believed for all it was worth . . . . So from “magic” to “imagination” . . . the choice, the chance, the challenge, the courage, to see each and all things with new eyes!  In new ways!  Toward new ends!  Please stand with me in whatever the light of these words.

And each time I pause among poems to sit down, let’s sing another verse of No. 254, “We Three Kings.”  The poems are collected in a volume entitled The Gospels in Our Image: An Anthology of Twentieth-Century Poetry Based on Biblical Texts.  It is edited by David Curzon.

T. S. Eliot, Journey of the Magi

“A cold coming we had of it,

Just the worst time of the year

For a journey, and such a long journey:

The ways deep and the weather sharp,

The very dead of winter.”

And the camels galled, sore-footed, refractory,

Lying down in the melting snow.

There were times we regretted

The summer palaces on slopes, the terraces,

And the silken girls bringing sherbet.

Then the camel men cursing and grumbling

And running away, and wanting their liquor and women,

And the night-fires going out, and the lack of shelters,

And the cities hostile and the towns unfriendly

And the villages dirty and charging high prices:

A hard time we had of it.

At the end we preferred to travel all night,

Sleeping in snatches,

With the voices singing in our ears, saying

That this was all folly.

 

Then at dawn we came down to a temperate valley,

Wet, below the snow line, smelling of vegetation;

With a running stream and a water-mill beating the darkness,

And three trees on the low sky,

And an old white horse galloped away in the meadow.

Then we came to a tavern with vine-leaves over the lintel,

Six hands at an open door dicing for pieces of silver,

And feet kicking the empty wine-skins.

Bit there was no information, and so we continued

And arrived at evening, not a moment too soon

Finding the place; it was (you may say) satisfactory.

 

All this was a long time ago, I remember,

And I would do it again, but set down

This set down

This: were we led all that way for

Birth or Death?  There was a Birth, certainly,

We had evidence and no doubt.  I had seen birth and death,

But had thought they were different; this Birth was

Hard and bitter agony for us, like Death, our death.

We returned to our places, these Kingdoms,

But no longer at ease here, in the old dispensation,

With an alien people clutching their gods.

I should be glad of another death.


William Carlos Williams, “The Gift”

As the wise men of old brought gifts

guided by a star

to the humble birthplace

 

of the god of love,

the devils

as an old print shows

retreated in confusion.

 

What could a baby know

of gold ornaments

or frankincense and myrrh,

of priestly robes

and devout genuflections?

 

But the imagination

knows all stories

before they are told

and knows the truth of this one

past all defection.

 

The rich gifts

so unsuitable for a child

though devoutly proffered,

stood for all that love can bring.

The men were old

how could they know

 

of a mother’s needs

or a child’s

appetite?

 

But as they kneeled

the child was fed.

They saw it

and gave praise!

A miracle

 

had taken place,

hard gold to love,

a mother’s milk!

before

their wondering eyes.

 

The ass brayed

the cattle lowed.

It was their nature.

 

All men by their nature give praise.

It is all

they can do.

 

The very devils

by their flight give praise.

What is death,

 

beside this?

Nothing.  The wise men

came with gift

 

and bowed down

to worship

this perfection.

 


 Boris Pasternak, “The Christmas Star”

It was winter.  The wind

Blew from the plain.

And the infant was cold

In the cave in the slope of a hill.

 

The breath of an ox

Warmed him.  The livestock

Stood in the cave.

A warm mist drifted over the manger.

 

Having shaken hay-dust

And grains of millet off their sheepskins,

Shepherds stared sleepily

From a cliff into the midnight distance.

 

Far off were a snow-covered field,

A graveyard, gravestones, fences,

A cart’s shafts in a snowdrift,

And, above the graveyard, a star-filled sky.

 

And nearby, unseen until then,

More humble than an oil-lamp

In a hut’s window, a star

Glimmered over the road to Bethlehem.

 

It blazed like a haystack, apart

From heaven and God.

Like a reflection from arson,

Like a farmstead or a threshing floor in flames.

 

It towered like a burning rick

Of hay or straw

In the midst of a universe

Alarmed by this new star.

 

A growing glow, red above the star,

Was portending something,

And three astrologers hastened

To the call of that unprecedented light.

 

Behind them trod gift-laden camels;

Harnessed donkeys, each smaller than the one

In front, were going down the hill in little steps.

 

And all that was to come later

Sprang up far off like a strange vision.

All thoughts of the ages, all dreams, all worlds,

All the future of galleries and museums,

All pranks of fairies, all works of magicians,

All fir trees on earth, all dreams of children.

 

All the tremor of lighted candles, festoons,

All the splendor of colored tinsel . . .

. . . Even more cruel and furious, the wind blew from the field . . .

. . . All the apples, all the gold glass globes.

 

Part of the pond was hidden by alder trees,

But, through rooks’ nests and treetops,

Part of it was seen quite well from here.

 

The shepherds could make out clearly

The donkeys and camels plodding along the mill-pond.

-- Let’s go with everyone and worship the miracle,

They said, closing their coats around them.

 

Shuffling about in the snow made them warm.

Tracks of bare feet, like sheets of mica,

Led over the bright meadow and behind the hovel.

Sheep dogs growled in the star’s light

At the tracks, as at the flame of the candle’s stub.

 

The winter night resembled a fairy tale,

And someone from the snow-covered mountain range

Was constantly mingling, unseen, with the rest.

The dogs wandered, looked back with caution,

And sensed danger, and pressed close to the herdsboy.

 

Along the same road, through the same land,

Several angels walked with the throng.

Their incorporeality made them invisible,

But each of their steps left a footprint.

 

A horde of men stood around the rock.

Day was breaking.  The trunks of the cedars showed.

-- Who are you? – Mary asked them.

-- We’re a shepherd tribe and envoys from heaven;

We came to sing praises to both of you.

-- You cannot all go in.  Wait outside.

 

In the haze before dawn, gray as ashes,

The drovers and shepherds stamped about.

Those who came on foot bickered with riders.

By a log hollowed out for a trough

Camels brayed, donkeys kicked.

 

Day was breaking.  The dawn

Swept the last stars, bits of ashes, from the sky.

Of the vast rabble, Mary allowed

Only the Magi to enter the cleft in the rock.

 

He slept, all luminous, in the oak manger,

Like a moonbeam in the hollow of a tree.

Instead of a sheepskin, he was warmed

By the lips of a donkey and the nostrils of an ox.

 

They stood in the shadow, as in the dust of a barn;

They whispered, groping for words.

Suddenly, in the dark, one touched another

To move him a bit to the left of the manger,

And the other turned: from the threshold, like a guest,

The Christmas star was looking at the Maiden.

 


William Butler Yeats, “The Magi”

Now as at all times I can see the mind’s eye,

In their stiff, painted clothes, the pale unsatisfied ones

Appear and disappear in the blue depth of the sky

With all their ancient faces like rain-beaten stones,

And all their helms of silver hovering side by side,

And all their eyes still fixed, hoping to find once more,

Being by Calvary’s turbulence unsatisfied,

The uncontrollable mystery on the bestial floor.

 


Louise Gluck, “The Magi”

Toward world’s end, through the bare

beginnings of winter, they are traveling again.

How many winters have we seen it happen,

watched the same sign come forward as they pass

cities sprung around this route their gold

engraved on the desert, and yet

held our peace, these

being the Wise, come to see at the accustomed hour

nothing changed; roofs, the barn

blazing in darkness, all they wish to see.

 


Ramon Guthrie, “The Magi”

The three wise men looked equivocally

at three different stars.

 

The one who was fluent in Aramaic asked the shepherds,

“Are there in these place one inn?”

 

Impious shipwreck.

We had come well supplied

with slippers and sleeping pills

laxatives lighter fluid flea powder

inflatable mattresses and in case of need

a month’s supply of prophylactics.

 

Each saying, “I saw his star and

Dropping everything, set out,

sur l’eperon du moment, comme disent les Anglais,

quite unprepared, just as I was.”

 

We found three different Kristkinder

in three different mangers

and went home satisfied

leaving three different infants to make what they might

of frankincense and myrrh.

 

We have written three different books

All unpublished

Each in his own tongue

Telling of the hardships and perils of the voyage

 


Jeffrey Fiskin, “The Magi”

 They were kings, after all.

Cold, raddled by the wind,

Drilled with foreign sand,

They were political

 

By blood of birth or war

And so followed the news

Through unexpected snows,

Sheltering among the poor

 

In rough splintered lofts

Until the first light came

And they at last saw Him

And offered their useless gifts.

 

They were kings, after all,

Their journey political.

 


Marina Tsvetayeva, “Bethlehem”

 Three kings,

Three coffers,

With precious gifts.

 

The first coffer –

All the earth,

With its blue seas.

 

The second coffer:

All of Noah,

All, ark-and-beasts.

Well, and in that one?

What’s in the third?

What’s in the third, my king?

 

The king is giving

--Good God!

What’s the meaning of this?

 

The king – steps forward,

The mother – back,

And the baby is crying.

 


Jovan Hristic, “That Night They All Gathered on the Highest Tower”

That night they all gathered on the highest tower:

Astronomers, mathematicians, and one of the magi from Syria

To read in the stars the glory of the King of Kings,

And demonstrate his immortality with the aid of geometry.

 

Just before dawn, they nodded their heads in accord

With one another’s interpretations.  The answer of the stars

Was positive.  The trumpets announced

The glory of the King of Kings to the rising sun.

 

In the palace, at the table set for the feast, they were awaited

By the one to whom the stars gave their word tonight,

And whose future now overflowed like new wine

Which in the golden chalices awaited the toasts.

 

Only some youth who had recently mastered geometry,

Was not fully convinced by what was read in the stars,

For the stars always give their answer to mortals

But to what question, only they themselves know.

 


James Dickey, “The Magus”

 It is time for the others to come.

This child is no more than a god.

 

No cars are moving this night.

The lights in the houses go out.

 

I put these out with the rest.

From his crib, the child begins

To shine, letting forth one ray

Through the twelve simple bars of his bed

 

Down into the trees, where two

Long-lost other men shall be drawn

 

Slowly up to the brink of the house,

Slowly in through the breath on the window.

 

But how did I get in this room?

Is this my son, or another’s?

 

Where is the woman to tell me

How my face is lit up by his body?

 

It is time for the others to come.

An event more miraculous yet

 

Is the thing I am shining to tell you.

This child is no more than a child.

 


Sylvia Plath, “Magi”

 The abstracts hover like dull angels:

Nothing so vulgar as a nose or an eye

Bossing the ethereal blanks of their face-ovals.

 

Their whiteness bears no relation to laundry,

Snow, chalk or suchlike.  They’re

The real thing, all right; the Good, the True –

 

Salutary and pure as boiled water,

Loveless as the multiplication table.

While the child smiles into thin air.

 

Six months in the world, and she is able

To rock on all fours like a padded hammock.

For her, the heavy notion of Evil

 

Attending her cot is less than a belly ache,

And Love the mother of milk, no theory.

They mistake their star, these papery godfolk.

 

They want the crib of some lamp-headed Plato.

Let them astound his heart with their merit.

What girl ever flourished in such company?

 


Stanislaw Baranczak, “The Three Magi”

They will probably come just after the New Year.

As usual, early in the morning.

The forceps of the doorbell will pull you out by the head

from under the bedclothes; dazed as a newborn baby,

you’ll open the door.  The star of an ID

will flash before your eyes.

Three men.  In one of them you’ll recognize

with sheepish amazement (isn’t this a small

world) your schoolmate of years ago.

Since that time he’ll hardly have changed,

only grown a mustache,

perhaps gained a little weight.

They’ll enter.  The gold of their watches will glitter (isn’t

this a gray dawn), the smoke from their cigarettes

will fill the room with a fragrance like incense.

All that’s missing is myrrh, you’ll think half-consciously –

While with your heel you’re shoving under the couch the book

they mustn’t find –

what is this myrrh, anyway,

you’d have to finally look it up

someday.  You’ll come

with us, sir.  You’ll go

with them.  Isn’t this a white snow.

Isn’t this a black Fiat.

Wasn’t this a vast world.

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