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April 22, 2007
The Rev. John Auer
Words for Meditation
Scripture:  Acts 9:1-6, Psalm 30, John 21:1-19

 

“Extending the Family: Brother Fish and Sister Sheep?”

Jesus in these stories gives what we might call a kind of “time-out” to both Peter and Paul.  In the best spirit, a “time-out” is meant to be a chance to reflect upon a situation and our role and behavior in it – and upon our responsibility, our opportunity and possibility for it.  We are meant for the chance to question ourselves – where we are, where we are coming from, what we are doing.  Saul/Paul gets knocked off his high horse (or low donkey) and ends up with blindness to wipe away images of past security and superiority.  He gets plenty of time to question and to receive new images for the direction and work of his life.

So with Peter – who has been questioning himself pretty hard anyway, we imagine, since his denials of Jesus.  Now he gets fully dressed for church (like these candidates for baptism this morning!) and “jumps in the lake” – passing through “death” to “new life” – cleansed of denial and guilt for the past.  Whereupon Jesus questions his work of love for all the sheep (of Jesus’ own fold and beyond!) – so Peter may know the full cost of the resurrection to him.

So with us.  This kind of a week, for worse and for better, leaves us, leaves me, wondering all over again who we are, what we are doing.  The best I can do in preaching this day is to lift up a few torn tiny fragments of life together – encouraging us (and it does take courage!) to live with questions a while before shouting out more answers.  Maybe we need a collective “time-out.”

From Rainer Maria Rilke’s “Letters to a Young Poet” –

I would like to beg you, dear Sir, as well as I can, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love to questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language.  Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them.  And the point is, to live everything.  Live the questions now.  Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.

I invite us to hear first from  a letter sent by our Bishop Beverly J. Shamana to all our congregations this week; then from a statement by General Secretary Jim Winkler, General Board of Church and Society.  Then we will pause to reflect. 

In these solemn and shocking days of pain and loss over the horrific massacre at Virginia Tech University, I thank God for you and for the larger body of Christ that is praying for the families, friends, and campus community who have suffered such unspeakable loss in this week.  The whole human family has been profoundly grieved and wounded . . . 

As disciples of Christ we must also pray for Sueng-Hui Cho and his family.  The unfolding insight into his mental history and isolation from campus life that drove him to perpetrate such horror on other students and professors compels us to redouble our efforts and partnerships to address the unmet mental and spiritual needs that contribute to such acts of violence and contempt for human life.

 We must also stand close to our Korean brothers and sisters who share the deep pain of Seung-Hui’s rampaging and have already felt the backlash of racial profiling, shunning, and acts of bigotry.

We live in troubled times in a troubled world but the witness of the Christian community is a powerful presence in the long road to restoration. 

 

Bishop Shamana concludes with giving thanks for all Campus Ministers, for the Wesley Foundation on the Virginia Tech campus, for Blacksburg UMC, the Virginia Annual Conference, and Bishop Charlene Kammerer.   

Jim Winkler writes –

The General Board of Church and Society of the United Methodist Church expresses our deepest sorrow and grief for the victims of the shootings on the campus of Virginia Tech University, the deadliest school shooting in the history of the United States.  Our thoughts and prayers go out to the families of the victims of this senseless tragedy as we pray for healing for all those involved . . .

In 2005, the Federal Bureau of Investigation reports that there were 10,100 deaths by firearms in the United States.  This represents an average of 4 deaths for every 100,000 people in the United States.  By contrast, England, Wales, Scotland, and Canada averaged .54 deaths for every 100.000.  The presence of guns in U.S. Society has not led to greater security but in fact has undermined the general sense of safety . . .

The United Methodist Church Book of Resolutions states that our Church recognizes and deplores “violence which kills and injures children and youth.”  This resolution “calls upon all governments of the world in which there is a United Methodist presence to establish national bans on ownership by the general public of handguns, assault weapons, automatic weapon conversion kits, and weapons that cannot be detected by traditionally used metal-detection devices.”

 

Let us pause to reflect prayerfully . . .  

I had so much I was planning to tell you today!  Maybe I’ll whet a few appetites.  I bring love from my 94 year-old mother – whose church was dedicating an outdoor signboard (They call it a “Wayside Pulpit.”) with funds contributed at my father’s death – so I “worked” the Word with Children at both services!  And greetings from the great state of Indiana – whose highway team of “Hoosier Helpers” replaced in 15 minutes a blown tire for us on the way to Midway Airport!  And who is in the midst of celebrating a “Year of Kurt Vonnegut,” author -- born in Indianapolis and never denied it!  Scheduled to speak next week, Vonnegut, some would say typically, went and died last week.  I was going to read some of his powerful images for “reversing” bombings and shootings, running them backwards until our imaginations might change how we see our hardest realities.

I took a two-day workshop in “prophetic preaching” (Don’t you think it’s time?) from retiring southside Chicago pastor of Barak Obama for 20 years, Rev. Dr. Jeremiah Wright.  Prophetic preachers are not apt to send greetings but warnings!  I bring you warnings from Jeremiah!  Then I want to thank us for the past month of Sundays – beginning with John Dodson and Sharon Stephenson, then Palm/Passion Sunday, then Easter/Resurrection Sunday, then last week Bob and Carol Olmstead – who humble us with good will and generosity toward this place and people, this church and congregation, we love so much – as we “launched” our new capital campaign last week!

In most traditions, “low Sunday” of the church year is “after Easter” – with us it is “after Olmstead!”  Julie and I figure if we give all we can to the campaign, it will take 10 gifts like the Omsteads’ to reach our goal -- or 80 gifts like the Auers’!   We are happy for as many as possible to “follow” the Olmsteads!  But as long as each of us does all we can, we’ll be fine.  And if preachers were trading cards, like ball players, 8 “Auers” for an “Olmstead” would be a pretty good deal!!

I want to give the last word from Virginia Tech for now to poet Nikki Giovanni, professor of English there, who at Tuesday’s convocation (ironically the day our taxes were due) spoke words of resurrection in the midst of that crucifixion.  I ask us to listen for how one word about resurrection in life is the good old United Methodist word – “connection.”   One way to rise again, however slowly, from the dead – one way to respond to tragedy as it isolates and disembodies, disempathizes and disempowers us – is to grow in our sense of identify with others – all others! -- of whom we are part.  To grow in our sense of where we belong, who our family is, our community, our congregation, our nation, even our world and our earth!  To start “re-membering” in the sense of piecing back together in new and different ways all that has been fractured and fragmented in and of our lives.  I believe that’s what Peter and Paul go through in these stories.

Hear the poet -- and how far she goes toward lifting us – together with all whom we can imagine! -- to see beyond what has happened to us –

We are Virginia Tech.

 

We are sad today, and we will be sad for quite a while.  We are not moving on, we are embracing our mourning.

 

We are Virginia Tech.

 

We are strong enough to stand tall tearlessly, we are brave enough to bend to cry, and we are sad enough to know that we must laugh again.

 

We are Virginia Tech.

 

We do not understand this tragedy.  We know we did nothing to deserve it, but neither does a child in Africa dying of AIDS, neither do the invisible children walking the night away to avoid being captured by the rogue army, neither does the baby elephant watching the community being devastated for ivory, neither does the Mexican child looking for fresh water, neither does the Appalachian infant killed in the middle of the night in his crib in the home his father built with his own hands being run over by a boulder because the land was destabilized.  No one deserves a tragedy.

 

We are Virginia Tech.

 

The Hokie Nation embraces our own and reaches out with open heart and hands to those who offer their hearts and minds.  We are strong, and brave, and innocent, and unafraid.  We are better than we think and not quite what we want to be.  We are alive to the imagination and the possibilities.  We will continue to invent the future through our blood and tears and through all our sadness.

 

We are the Hokies.

We will prevail.

We will prevail.

We will prevail.

 

We are Virginia Tech.

Whereupon the entire crowd stood and cheered with growing abandon – and finally broke into the campus cheer, “Let’s go Hokies!”  “Hokies” are, of all things to be a “nation” of, wild turkeys!  Just think of us as a nation of wild turkeys . . . 

What the poet does in the midst of dying and death is to declare a word of life and living – as the extending of our family of identification – of compassion and solidarity.  Our sense of family begins again with the risen Jesus and with him includes all oppressed and exploited victims everywhere!  Our extended sense of family, of belonging, of table-fellowship, is expressed in Native American tradition as we just prayed – “the family does not end with sons, daughters, mothers or fathers but continues to include aunts, uncles, cousins and – yes – even friends and strangers.”  We include the perfect number of species of fish Jesus leads the disciples to catch, and the incessant lost sheep he leads us to love.  We include specially this Earth Day -- we belong to all of creation, to every last creature in it!

Baptism this morning reminds of extending the family of Christ in this place.  And this campaign we share to give of ourselves for this building extends our family.  We inherit this building and the ministries of witness and service that happen here from all who have gone before us.  And we borrow this building from all who will come after.  We are identified, we are connected, we are related – for seven generations, and beyond!  We have seen so many wild and wondrous extensions of the families and family of this congregation – to children including adoptive and foster children, to grandchildren, to Big Brothers Big Sisters, to persons through times of all kinds of need, to homeless families with children, to those in and coming out of prison, those in need of food, even those in need of stairwells and window wells to sleep in!  This congregation as family extends itself every day!  That’s why we love this place and all who enrich and extend us here and beyond.

What is Jesus doing in these stories of resurrection  – with Mary in the garden Easter morning, with the disciples locked in their room Easter night, with Thomas who doubts, with those who give up and go home to Emmaus, with those who give up and go back to work today– even with Saul who persecutes Jesus and the earliest church – What is Jesus doing here but restoring connection?  Relationship?  Family?  Table-fellowship?  Through touch and taste, and sight and sound, and even the smell of fish barbecuing in the morning by the lake? 

I had the charming chance this week to talk with students from three alternative schools bravely participating in an Oxfam “hunger awareness” workshop.  It required many of them to survive the day on a piece of bread – as so many of the world’s people do – while a few got much more than enough!  They learned not just with their heads with but their hearts and their guts.  They learned the compassion and solidarity of identifying far beyond their own environment and experience –  of suffering with, even standing with those in struggle – of rising as one to the life of increased community, extended family, with all the world!

I had found three table-prayers to take along and forgot them.  So I share them as last words with you –

From poet Robert Herrick –

What God gives and what we take,

‘Tis a gift for Christ His sake:

Be the meal of beans and peas,

God be thanked for those and these:

Have we flesh, or have we fish,

All fragments are from his dish.

 From mystic Meister Eckhart –

There is no such thing as “my” bread.  All bread is ours and is given to me, to others through me, and to me through others.  For not only bread, but all things necessary for sustenance in this life are given on loan to us with others, and because of others and for others and to others through us.

And from the people of Latin America –

O God, to those who have hunger give bread, and to us who have bread give us a hunger for justice.

A hunger for justice.  Amen.

 

 

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