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April 29, 2007
The Rev. John Auer
Words for Meditation
Scripture:  Acts 9:36-43, Psalm 23, John 10:22-30

 

“Sheepishly Looking: Laying Down Lordly Liberation and Life””

Greetings from many of the congregation on retreat this weekend at Zephyr Point Presbyterian Camp!  Former associate pastor here and longtime colleague at South Reno United Methodist Church, Rev. John Ruby, led the working part of the retreat.   The theme?  “The Gospel According to ‘The Simpsons’!”  Others may know this better than I did (Devoted watchers?), but “The Simpsons”--  longest running prime time animated TV show ever! -- touch on religious themes in 70 percent of their shows!  10 percent are entire shows about religion.  John introduced the Simpsons as a family that puts the “fun” into “dysfunctional!” 

We began with excerpt where daughter Lisa  imagines the Exodus story, with a much stronger part for Moses’ sister Miriam.  Then we watched “Homer vs. Lisa and the 8th Commandment” -- Which is?  Do not steal!  This time meaning, do not steal cable TV! -- and “Like Father Like Clown” -- meaning Crusty the Clown whose rabbi father wanted his son to follow in his tradition.  We moved on to  “Homer the Heretic” and reflected on varying approaches to spiritual life – head, heart, mystic, and kingdom.  We ended with “In Marge We Trust.”  Marge takes over some counseling for Pastor Lovejoy.  Here’s my appropriate nametag with Pastor Lovejoy on it!  By her example, he learns once again “There is more to life than not caring about people!”  Spoken like a true shepherd of a real flock!  

Last night retreaters reprised the “Lack of Talent Show” and prepared for worship this morning.  Meantime we returned to be with “the flock” at home this morning -- called “Good Shepherd Sunday” because the 23rd Psalm anchors the readings every Fourth Sunday of Easter.  I remembered our first retreat with this congregation – around the theme “It Is Well with My Soul” -- which we sang throughout.  And when I came back to preach that weekend, I invited us after each phrase of the psalm to repeat those words, “It is well with my soul” --

The LORD is my shepherd, / I shall not want. / He makes me lie down in green pastures; / he leads me beside still waters; / he restores my soul. / He leads me in right paths for his name’s sake. / Even though I walk through the darkest valley, / I fear no evil; / for you are with me; / your rod and your staff comfort me. / You prepare a table before me / in the presence of my enemies; / you anoint my head with oil; / my cup overflows. / Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me / all the days of my life, / and I shall dwell in the house of the LORD / my whole life long.  How abundant and deep lie the “wells of our souls” – even as we in Nevada agonize over how to share justly and wise the “wells of our state.”

Matthew Fox cites Meister Eckhart: “Divinity is an Underground river that no one can stop and no one can dam up.”  “There is one underground river,” Fox says of the one we call “God” and many names, “ but there are many wells into that river: an African well, a Taoist well, a Buddhist well, a Jewish well, a Muslim well, a goddess well, a Christian well, and aboriginal wells.  Many wells but one river.” 

Fox continues, “To go down a well is to practice a tradition, but we would make a grave mistake (an idolatrous one) if we confused the well itself with the flowing waters of an underground river.  Many wells, one river. . . . It is necessary to travel deeper, to let the superficial go, to go to the center, the cave, if we are to connect to the underground river.  This is what the mystics mean when they instruct us to seek out our inner person [as well as] our outer selves.”  Surely, a good shepherd knows the sheep by their inner, their deeper selves and calls to us there.  How deep lie the wells, and well-beings, of our souls. 

“All shall be well,” adds Julia of Norwich, “and all manner of things shall be well.”  “We drink from our own wells,” writes Gustavo Gutierrez of the spiritual journey of a people:  “Spirituality is a community enterprise.  It is the passage of a people through the solitude and dangers of the desert, as it carves out its own way in the following of Jesus Christ.  The spiritual experience is the well from which we must drink.  From it we draw the promise of resurrection.”  We drink from our own wells.  We drink at our own risk.  How deep lie the wells of our souls. In Resurrection Jesus absorbs our own private deaths into one death for all.  Jesus is  raised that we might be freed from powers and fears of death over us.   

So it is with seeing our souls as part of one soul, salvation as a promise to all!  Tom Joad, coming off retreat, so to speak, speaking  with his mother at the end of John Steinbeck’s The Grapes of Wrath, resurrects preacher Jim Casy, even as the disciples do Jesus:  “’Lookie, Ma.  I been all day an’ all night hidin’ alone.  Guess who I been thinkin’ about?  Casy!  He talked a lot.  Used ta bother me.  But now I been thinkin’ what he said, an’ I can remember – all of it.  Says one time he went out in the wilderness to find his own soul, an’ he foun’ he didn’ have no soul that was his’n.  Says he foun’ he jus’ got a little piece of a great big soul.  Says a wilderness ain’t no good, ‘cause his little piece of a soul wasn’t no good ‘less it was with the rest, an’ was whole.  Funny how I remember.  Didn’ think I was even listenin’.  But I know now a fella ain’t no good alone . . . . Well, maybe like Casy says, a fella ain’t got a soul of his own, but on’y a piece of a big one. . .”

Congregational retreats are about are about the well of our soul together.  So are capital campaigns such as the one we are sharing now!  We are like a living tree planted by the Truckee: deep roots in the past, strong trunk in the present, outreaching branches into the future -- bursting with buds into blooms of new life!  Good shepherds, good stewards -- sharers and givers --are about the well, the well-being, of our soul together – now and beyond.  Remember the shepherd leaving the ninety-nine to find the one lost sheep wherever it is.  The witness whose name is Peace Pilgrim writes, “Remember this: ‘Be still and know that I am God.’ Don’t ever forget who you are!  You cannot be where God is not.” 

Most of the time the good shepherd’s challenge is to keep the whole hundred together.  A good shepherd knows the territory, the setting, the context in which the texts of our lives are played out.  A good shepherd knows where dangers to collective well-being lie -- as well as where to find sources to nurture wholeness and hope.  It seems we read this psalm most in times of death and dying.  But it is a psalm about life and living!  The life that comes not after death but before it! 

Hear how alert, how attuned, how attentive, how active this shepherd is – Looking to our every want!  Making us to lie down!  Leading us by still waters!  Restoring our souls!  Leading us in right paths!  Walking us through darkest valleys!  Comforting us with rod and with staff!  Preparing a table before us, in the very presence of our enemies!  Anointing our heads!  Overflowing our cups!  Following us with goodness and mercy!  Dwelling with us in the household of God.  Good shepherds are so well-known to the sheep.  They are steeped in sheep life and the language to name it.  When sheep of several flocks mingle at water holes, each flock leaves separately, hearing the voice of its own shepherd.

Sounds like a shepherd who’s “been there” where the sheep are – who knows what it means to be so lost and alone.  We said during Lent, with our theme “lost and found,” it sounded like Jesus knew something of the “prodigal son” story for himself!  We learn in our time to move from “orthodoxy” to “paradoxy.”  The paradox we live today is not as either shepherd or sheep but as both!  We need leaders who have “been there” in our lives – who know about mental health, crime, addiction, war for themselves – through real identification, compassion and solidarity with those who have experienced them and endured.  Maybe no one should declare a war who has not had to fight one?  The voice of God in our lives must be heard from both above -- and below.  

Thinking of “shepherd’s voices” I have known in my life – perhaps thinking of “The Simpsons” as well! -- I remember my father’s loud piercing whistle!  He didn’t have to use his fingers or any means of amplification.  He just whistled, and we could heat him at least a block, maybe more, away.  So each of us three children had our own whistle.  We called it the “Bob White” whistle.  Mine was the plain one.  My first sister’s had one repetition, my second sister’s had two.  Our whistles always seemed to interrupt us at times we were least ready to go home.  What really horrified and humiliated me were the times I would be hanging out so suavely at the “all ages” club across from the high school, grooving on Buddy Holly with all my cool friends, and through the blanket of smoke, above the din of voices, would come that piercing whistle!  Yet what I would give to hear it again.  

It takes one to know one, we say.  Let nothing human be alien to us.  Let us refuse to cut ourselves off from any lost sheep of our flock.  And let us stop scape-goating, or scape-sheeping, as it may be.  Let us resist the sacrifice of many, even of any, to satisfy needs and greeds of the few to lord over others.  The kind of life Jesus lived was so in tension with the world as we know it that either the world had to die -- or Jesus did!  There are powerful connections between the “pastoral” and the “prophetic” – between pain and conditions that cause it.  Someone  observed, “Had Jesus been a meek and mild babysitter, he would not have been executed.”  Good pastors are also good prophets.   

In Jesus God is willing to be as sin-bearer, scapegoat, lamb of the world.  Are we?  Clarence Jordan calls the world is “neurotic” today because “the Church doesn’t want to bear the sins of the world!  We don’t want to be anybody’s dumping ground.  We don’t want to have them throwing their dirty dishwater on us . . . .  God needs in this world available people who will bear the sins of the world.”  We still like to get resurrection without crucifixion – salvation without sin.  Jesus is a “sheepish looking” kind of a savior!  A shepherd who lays down lordly liberation and life for the sheep.  A messiah who combines divine dominion with suffering servanthood.  For a people willing to follow no matter how it may cost us.  A people, like Jesus with compassion for all the lost, and losing, sheep.

Another preacher has said, good shepherds lead from behind.  They do not need the glory and recognition of charging out front in obvious visible leadership.  Rather, they lead from behind – “encouraging those who are straggling, assisting those who are injured or sick, directing those who cannot find food, helping the unfortunate, the halt, the lame.”  Like a shepherd, “Jesus picks us up when we fall down, mends our broken spirits, feeds our famished lives, supports us when we are limping along, sings to comfort our spirits.”  

Good sheep make good shepherds, shepherds who do not forget where they come from and whose they are.  Good shepherds live out the motto of John 10 -- “That they may have life – and have it abundantly!”  Good shepherds find us in the sheepfold (even hiding, or sleeping, in church!) and lead us out!  Good shepherd brings us to more open spaces, greener pastures, stiller waters, wider horizons, deeper freedom than we ever have known before.  One day, we will hunger no more. W\One day, we will thirst no more.  We will not be struck or scorched any more.  The Lamb at the center of life, of creation itself, will be our Shepherd.  We will be guided to springs of the water of life, and God, our shepherd, our sheep, will wipe away every last tear.  Every last tear!  Amen.      

 

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