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June 10, 2007
The Rev. John Auer
Words for Meditation
Scripture:  1 Kings 17:17-24, Galatians 1:11-24, Luke 7:11-17

 

“Healing Death: Why in the Name of God Is the Name of God Used This Way?”

 

My question in this title is, if we follow the Jesus the choir just sang about --  anointed, crucified, resurrected, ascended to be the Christ -- Christ now returning as Holy Spirit, embodied as Church, baptizing in personal holiness, communing in social holiness – if we believe in the healing of death, the creating of life -- how in the world can we ever use the name of God to justify death?  Any death?  Singular, plural, or massive death?  God is not about sanctioning death.  God is all about solving death -- subverting death, opposing death, overcoming death.

First, overcoming as much death as humanly possible – all the deaths we as a species are responsible for, directly and indirectly.  Then, overcoming as much death as divinely possible, too!  If we as a species would ever stop killing, we might find out at last the wonders of life God is capable of.  But God is not going to do for us what we have to do for ourselves.  God gives us Jesus.  That is enough.

I am thinking of “healing death” in two ways at least.  One is when death is truly in Gods hands – whatever we mean by that, however that looks to us.  I mean, when we can find no human cause of death or human complicity with death.  When we humans have done for the dying one all that could be done in every dimension of our love and care for them.  Then there may be what we like to call “natural” death.  Lives in bodies, like Millie’s, just finally wear out in the end.  Or lives in bodies infected or injured in such ways as none of us can control, like Sharon’s, resist as long and as nobly as they can but also give out in the end.

In that sense, sisters and brothers, none of is made to last forever.  Even Jesus is not made to last forever.  Jesus dies a horrible death.  Only what we call God’s intervention in a way far beyond our understanding gives Jesus life again.  As John Ruby preached on a recent clergy retreat, all of us share the same “life-threatening condition.”  It’s called life itself.  None of us escapes it alive.

There is no way for us to avoid all the risks of being alive, all the limits of being human.  It is even riskier to be alive and in love as well – to care about life, with a passion, which is the “com-passion” Jesus shows in this and so many stories.  If we did not love, if we did not care, if we did not invest so much in persons we love – even in spite of themselves! – then we would not hurt when we lose them.  We would not miss them so much when they’re gone from us in the flesh.

 It is risky to care about justice and joy, about plenty and peace for all people.  It is risky really to care about kids – to celebrate their graduations and steps into responsibility for this world.  It is risky to care about our kids, our grandkids, and our descendants to all generations!  It is risky to care for creation herself, for the conditions of earth, its peoples, its creatures.  If there is even a chance creation is in the peril many who study it say it is, then its care must consume all our lives.

As followers of the risen Jesus, we are called to choose life!  Witness life!  Serve life!  Act up for life!  Risk life!  And heal death as much as we humanly can.  We hear about Elijah, unknown prophet from the rural backwoods of Gilead, with his Rastafarian-sounding name – Elijah means “Jah is my God!”  He lives with this widow whose son becomes so ill there is no breath left in him.  The widow wants to know – as any parent would -- how she is to blame for his illness, what else she could have done, how she may be complicit in his death.  Is there anything she can do to undo this tragedy?  What she could do with once more chance!

But God is not about finding blame but about giving life.  God is not about condemning but about saving life.  God is not about destroying but about creating life.  God is not about harming but about healing life.  God is not about dealing death but is about lending life – every way that God possibly can.  Always and only the question is, what can we do to help?  What death can we heal?  What suffering, what pain?  What dying can we prevent?

For we are not indifferent or indecisive, passive or neutral in these matters.  The more we love, the more we care, the more we are willing and able to risk.  And risk, in part, means confronting and challenging God -- facing up, standing up, speaking up, even acting up before God!  What does Elijah say and do here?  “O LORD my God, have you brought calamity even upon the widow with whom I am staying, by killing her son?”  Brothers and sisters, as wondrous and mysterious and as far beyond all countenancing, all comprehending, as God may be to us, we alone among species – it seems – made as we are in God’s “image,” again, whatever that means, whatever that looks like! -- are given the role of reflecting on God and of questioning what we find there!  Even complaining loudly to God.

If God is who we say God is – Creator, Redeemer, Sanctifier/Sustainer of Life – God needs no defense or protection from us!  God is perfectly able to fend for God’s self.  God does not have to be treated so carefully, cautiously, delicately, deferentially.  Remember the work of Jesus when he descends to the dead  before Easter: if we want to see heaven on earth, we got to raise a little hell!  Remember how Abraham argues with God over the fates of the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah.  Remember how Jacob wrestles all night for a blessing from God.  Remember how Moses contends with God for and against the people he leads.  And how God heard the people as slaves in Egypt because they complained so!   Remember how all the psalmists and prophets rant and rail and rage before God.

Remember how Jesus turns all of God’s laws and traditions upside-down – and replaces what Jeremiah calls the writing on stone external to us with the writing of God directly on each of our hearts.  Jesus gives, his Spirit enlivens, each of us in our own living, breathing, seeing, hearing, feeling, thinking, speaking, acting relationships with God!  If the God so close to Jesus as to be called “Abba! Daddy!” cannot learn and grow and suffer and change with Jesus who risks his whole life and work to the point of feeling forsaken on the cross -- then what hope is there for us in this world that seems so bent upon death and destruction?

What kind of God with a choice in the matter would leave us in deadly despair?

So Elijah calls God to account for the goodness and mercy of God.  Perhaps our model for such confrontation and challenge with God is the widow who argues her case so persistently, even disruptively before the judge that the judge finds in her favor -- just to get rid of her!  Surely we know people who make such holy pests of themselves – they are the least among us, those with nothing to lose.  They do get God’s attention – even as Elijah does for the widow here.  The Lord listens!  And the life of the child comes into him again.  All I can say about this is, we cannot find ourselves on God’s winning side without risking ourselves on God’s losing side.  Again, we are not indifferent or indecisive, passive or neutral in behalf of those we love and care for – whether we even know them or not!

I learned the hard way from my seminary experience as a chaplain in a children’s hospital.  I spent most of a night in a waiting room with parents of a 10 year-old who never recovered from what was supposed to be routine surgery.  All during my time with the parents, I kept trying to outguess God, to stay a step ahead of what was happening to their daughter, so I would not be wrong in my prayers – so that I would not leave God embarrassed and shamed by my lack of faith or ability to put into words anything that might be remotely helpful to them.  Finally, I just walked out on them.  I could not take it any more.  As I look back, I was so afraid to be wrong about God!  Afraid to be on the losing side of prayer.  I wanted my prayers to win all the time. I covered all options so I could not possibly lose.

After all these years I see that faith is not about winning!  In fact, we hope and dream and live and work for so much to make this world better, we are bound to feel like losers much of the time.  How much can we “win” against war and violence in our lifetimes, for instance?  How much against poverty and disease?  Against global warming and environmental devastation?  Our Bible is written by losers!  The one we call Lord and Savior ends up alone on a cross between strangers.  Even God wins some and loses some.  Just think of how many disconsolate mothers and fathers grieve for the threats and the deaths to their kids in the world today.  Surely God has not willed nor wants their grieving.

When survivor Elie Wiesel is asked where God was in the Holocaust, he says, on the gallows, in the ovens. In Jesus our God suffers and weeps.  And Jesus expects greater works of us.  This self-searching Paul we hear from today never thought of himself as giving up all the perks and privileges of such a “winner” by law and tradition, such a super-achiever – instead to embrace and to carry on the life and the work of this “loser” so mocked and scorned by the world.

We owe it to ourselves today, and to all we love and care for, everywhere in this world, to confront and to challenge, to enrich and enlarge, all the ways we see and hear God, all the images and all the names by which God is known to us.  Sisters and brothers, we can name God in any image and call God by any name we choose!   Drawing upon all those resources of our faith – scripture and tradition, yes, but also experience and reason. And doing so in the company of brothers and sisters who share with us the struggle of life into faith.  For God is writing directly on each of our hearts!  God is speaking directly to and acting directly in each of our lives!  As Hafiz the Sufi poet advises in our Words for Meditation, let us not settle for too small a god!   Let us seek a God who lives all the way down to us, and all the way up to our expectations – especially for justice and peace, plenty and joy in this world!  We owe it to our graduates and our retirees and all those in transitions of life.

Let us not abandon our visions, our voices, our hopes, our dreams!  Let us stand up for what and for whom we believe in the healing of death, the risking of life for this world!  Stand up, stand up for Jesus, stand in his strength alone!  The arms of war have failed us, we dare to trust our own.  Take on the gospel mission, each day set out with prayer; where duty calls or danger, be never wanting there.  Amen.   

 

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